I am a contemporary abstract painter, based in Brandenburg/Germany.
For a long time, painting was not the plan. I moved through different lives, roles and ideas of who I was supposed to be before art slowly became the one place where I felt completely free.
I started painting in 2018, without really understanding what was happening in the process. Over time, painting became more and more important to me, but it took years before I began to recognize the deeper patterns within the work — the way layers, movement, material and intuition were carrying something I could not yet name.
Most paintings start with something small — a color, a movement, a texture,
a sudden impulse — and then begin to lead me somewhere I could not have planned.
I work in layers. Things appear, disappear, are covered, scratched open, transformed. Sometimes an earlier trace stays visible. Sometimes something I thought was gone returns much later in a completely different form.
I do not always understand a painting while I am making it. Often I understand it much later. Sometimes years later.
That is part of what fascinates me. A painting can hold something before I have words for it.
My work is deeply connected to inner movement, change, resistance, vulnerability and transformation — but I do not want to define what a painting has to mean for someone else. I prefer to open a door and leave space for the viewer to enter in their own way.
For me, painting is not about illustrating an idea. It is about discovering what is already trying to become visible.
I do not need to know where a painting is going. I only need to stay with it long enough to find out.